I kinda wrecked my biological clock ytd. After accompanying astro to kfc, we studied for awhile, then mugged a little at his place. All this while, I hadn’t had my lunch. So when I got home, I was so low on energy that I slept from 7 – 12. When I woke up, I thought: gg, I’m gna be tired during math paper. My maid was asleep so I cooked some instant ramen, which gave me a tummy ache this morning. Math was *bleep*.
I’ve got stuff to write about that’s been cooking in my head, particularly about this dream I had the day before ytd. So I’ll update soon. Countdown to end of prelims. I really don’t care how I do.. dno why.. results day doesn’t scare me, I can’t care less about what other’s think anymore.. I suppose when you lose fear, you need to find another form of motivation.
To top it off, my belief in the non-existence of a superior and inferior way of life, has infected me with a nonchalance about everything. But I know I want a certain lifestyle/job in the future, and I’m willing to work for it. For now I just want to get to a uni, to do something I like. period.I know i’ll get serious when prelim ends (cue: reader rolls eyes). I started a twitter account as a way of checking my own study progress, and the human confirmation code was: 45 revenge. Talk about foreshadowing, watch out guys, I’m making a comeback.
Supernatural’s back on again, my weekly salvation. I’ve also decided that I’m gna pimp out my wall. I read calvin and hobbes nightly, and the pages of the book are detached, so I’ll scan the ones that I find relevant to my life and blutack it on the wall. And maybe bao and the rest can paint on it someday after IB. This song, I feel, summatively represents the general state of my life, without revealing too many details.
我 我的心裡
住了一群 吵闹的风笛
我 想要旅行
没有目的地 单纯逃离
关于 人们窃窃私语
笑容的真实
我 并不想在意
关于 生活的选择题
答桉在风裡
我 想起了 一首歌 的道理
我 怎么定义
不想做决定 也没关係
关于 爱不爱的问题 谎言的善意
我 只想清乾淨
关于 生命的是非题 答桉在雨裡
我 只看见 澹灰色 的风景
受过伤的记忆
一直都还没有痊癒
需要被隔离 需要更多的空气
我让自己相信
终于在长期折磨裡
得到免疫
Vbec

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September 26, 2009 at 10:16 am
tony
your behaviour is disgusting