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Youth camp’s over. 
Fast and furiouus. Drift, drift, drift..
Yesterday, pam, bao, astro, cheryl, and I went for buffet lunch at yuki yaki, before heading out to far east. I admit: it’s quite tiresome to be shopping with girls, they have stamina. After which, I went to bugis with my mom for some last minute christmas shopping. HHAHA, when I was waiting for my mom, some guy came and asked me if I was interested in modelling for his agency. Got his namecard and stuff. But a whole host of thoughts came to my mind that made the idea of modelling slightly revulsive.
Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat;
Vbec
In church the whole dae. gawked at like im a museum exhibit.
went to granma’s for dinner and met my indonesian relatives. (we are barely related)
So its 2 in the morning. and im cutting away. cutting.. cutting. making placards for the games tmr.
LOL so eggcited. Can’t wait for the butt-face sponge game. or the 臭死了blanket game. (sorry jess, but ur ancient blanket freshly excavated from your tomb of a wardrobe does stink. 
) I’m bringing my CK eternity to save some lives.
I remember receiving a card from my primary 2 teacher who was leaving. It was all platitudes. and then there was the line “Time waits for no man.” And she was about 20+. I guess when a quater of life passes by, you actually feel less invincible. More anxious.
R.I.P. IB diploma
Till i wake up again.
till then fare thee well,
Vbec
I shaved my hair todae. just like when i was a kid Thus the title
My dad made an embarrassing public display of my mishap. rawr
Where there's a camera there's my sister
omg
daoo
eyebrows upp
HAHAHA smacks myself*,
Vbec
my virginal kbox experience.
Kbox ROCKS SOX.
suki sushi. ROCKS SOX.
Procrastination. ROCKS SOX. T_T
Upon request: Madster ROCKS SOX. -.-” *strokes ego
The fact that youth camp’s in 3 days time. Is a relief. shoo homework. major escapism issues
Vbec,
can sing (jay chou’s songs)
What do i really want?
The other might not care much.
Might have found something that tipped the balance of power.
It’s killing me. It does often to most.
When the other turns the back.
The timing is opportune though.
It’s like God moved His chess pieces at last.
In an obvious way at least.
Shall I bid decadence goodbye;
or linger in desire’s claws. Though warm and insatiable.
Suck it up. Move on, much to learn about human love. This transient thing.
The winds of one’s heart do change quickly.
Integral to me. I understand. As many hopes I crushed in egotism’s glee.
“make me chaste, but not yet?”
Who should I heed now? God? My bitter heart?
Check-mate on me. Now live or die.
Argh, so long since i’ve pressed a word. (gettit? wordpress!)
mm, so I’m at my cousin’s house nw. Lotsa things have happened since the last time. Like, WOW, and Mighty Power Kids Camp in Church. Through the process, I realize that we’ve become adults. In a way.. See when kids look up to you, and listen to you, and grapple for your attention. You know you have reached a stratum of human existence once thought too lofty for us: adulthood?
Time tends to pass faster as you grow older. Come to think of it, a huge part of this year’s happenings have slipped through the crevices of my mind.
WOW: three villages, (one on a mountain, and one of the other two, we visited twice). I’m so glad that my class is such a Godly class (also a hoge-podge of VIPs, very interesting person). Imagine devotions at night, on our own initiatives. It certainly open our eyes beyond the superficial guffaws that convulse us intermittently during the trip. I remembered having a quarrel with my mom before WOW. And through an SMS she said I was too hard to please. And here I meet kids who climb up and down a mountain once a week to go to school. In the classes, we taught them to spell the words Jesus Loves me, and thinking back, these three powerful words are enough to provide these kids (however ‘bleak’ their future), a feeling a significance, being loved by the Creator of the universe. The Bible also says that he who refreshes others will himself by refreshed. Sometimes we’re so caught up in our own trifling woes that we become blind to those more needy than us… Also I learnt about how inadequate our love is compared to God’s. We only liked the kids who were cute, or have basketball as their forte. But God’s love is all-reaching and non-discrminating. That’s why I thought the way Jun looked every kid in the eye as we shook the hands at the farewell ceremony so… awesome. Haha and all the camwhoring, and almost missing the bus because of the really slow cashier (Jenn chong ><)! We will miss mdm yap, and lao shi next yr. They had such chemistry. Goodbye, standing in a circle and singing songs while soaking up China’s Sun, goodbye korean drama camwhoring, goodbye 5.12’s bridge, goodbye childhood..
MPK camp: First impression, Singaporean kids are much more machiavellian than China kids. And their true colours really show when given the opportunity to wet their team leaders with their water guns. haha. I was the leader of Tsunami, and if it were not for Aunty Min Yi’s expertise with kids I would’ve died. Every morning I came with a disciplinarian mindset (subconsciously, like I get irked if the lines weren’t straight) but by noon, I realise.. they’re just kids. Doesn’t help that my group has the most rebellious tykes. HAHA. Even the girls were rebellious. Haha, but doing the silly dances, and learning over again the basic ideas of Christianity was rewarding. After a whole day of not listening to what you say, one single smile from the kid was enough to break you. Your minds is really sapped by thinking about how to get to the kids. I realise personal attention was one of the best remedy. They like to feel special. It was really great in the end to hear from my kids that if I were in the camp next yr again they would come (: HAHA there are nice pics too. hopefully i can get them. I’ll post them on facebook.
Just played badminton, and Wii rockband with my cousin. Going to AMK hub to get clothes for David’s and Dorothy’s wedding this saturday. Seeing them exchange vows (practice) yesterday at the rehearsal gave everyone there a tingly sensation. You can’t help but break out in a wiiiiiiide smiiile.
INITIATE HARDCORE MUGGING!
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VRRRROOOOM
Vbec
P.S. I thank God for Shiru and Lisa. My new Sisters in Christ. (Great job tim and zhuo’er, you put me to shame haha)
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